First off, I am so happy and fortunate to live in a country where vaccinations are so available. I just ask, and the doctor can hook me up with inoculations that people in other countries don't have available to them, or if they are available they are way to expensive for the average person.
Another thought I have been having lately. I have found myself in a place in my life right now where I have two options:
1. Get bitter
2. Get better
Now for me getting better isn't always winning something or winning over someone. Sometimes it is turning focus inwards and learning about yourself. Frankly, bitterness doesn't look good on anyone, and takes a lot of energy. Sometimes I still get bitter; sometimes it feels good to have a little self pity party. Then, I stand myself up, go to Karate, go to Yoga, go to the barn, spend time with friends, and grow as a person. I am making a purposeful decision to focus on choice two.
This brings me to another thought. Please excuse if I have written about this before, but it is really ringing true with me right now.
The only person you have to spend the rest of your life with is yourself.
So treat yourself well, or you might be upset with yourself later for it - and really you are accountable most of all to yourself.
I miss you. xoxo.
If you think that last line was about you it probably is.
Sometimes I need to hurt before I can learn and before I can grow. It is like when you're building muscles. Break down the fibers so they can heal and be stronger.

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